@ゼフィラ-ヤラ said in Daily Reminder:

Remember, forgiveness is a journey, not a destination,

Yeahh, that’s so true.

I have tried to give myself time to process what happened, but sadly, my dad doesnt exactly…stop…acting…poorly, i guess Ill say lol. So it keeps bringing up my feelings again. I feel like the only thing that’ll help me feel better is reminding myself he’s not worth my energy and…just not care about him anymore? I’ve avoided working with him and avoided one-on-one trips, which I guess has helped me stay out of his path. It’s just pretty disappointing to think about basically mentally dissing him as my father since there was a point I thought he was the one person I could lean on. I wish my relationship with him felt like how it did years ago but I know it cant go back becuase the only reason it felt good was because I didnt know I was hurt then too. Now, I guess it’s literally just me and the people I’ve met on mpp/mppc. Despite only knowing you all online, at least the relationships I have here are the most genuine thing I have.